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By Michael Dudash
please
please
please
let me beg for you
burn for you
weep for you
bleed for you
beautiful broken
by you
___________________
With the deepest reverence, I beseech Your favour – grant me leave to do more than merely long for You. Might You, in Your boundless grace, give me your trust, and grand me the freedom to need you?
About The Artist Michael Dudash
Born and raised in Mankato, Minnesota, Michael’s first passion in life was always art. Although he has always been equally adept at masterfully handling landscapes, figures, portraits and still lifes, Michael quickly found that painting the characters and history of the old west especially excited him and for the last 21 years : “I love the history, the characters, the costuming, the critters and the landscapes, and the ample opportunities that exist to tell a great story.”
Flirt With Fire
Go Beyond The Velvet Rope
Enjoy my Vanilla website? There’s so much more to discover.
Dare to cross the threshold where restraint fades and seduction reigns. Enter a realm of raw, unfiltered desire—erotic tales that linger on the skin and nude art that bares both flesh and spirit. Step closer, if you’re ready to feel my heat.
There may be a day when I don't
have to beg for money.
Today is not that day.
Fall Deeper
Lucid
In a world where reality pales against the allure of the Virtual, Lindsay escapes into a digital dreamscape, leaving behind a husband who longs for her and a daughter who learns to reach her only through a screen. As the lines blur between fantasy and neglect, how much of herself will she surrender to a life that isn’t real?
Muses
Sex and Sensuality In The Ancient World
Giulia Sissa delves into the worlds of Greek, Roman, and early Christian sensuality, uncovering how ancient practices shaped modern sexuality. Challenging prevailing scholarship, she shifts focus from homosexuality to the complexities of heterosexual desire. Through an exploration of pleasure, gender dynamics, and erotic expression, Sissa offers fresh insights into classical attitudes toward love, lust, and the body. By examining the cultural and philosophical frameworks that influenced ancient perceptions of desire, she reveals a nuanced understanding of how eroticism was experienced and regulated. This work redefines our view of classical sexuality, bridging the past and present in unexpected ways.
