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Crucified On Passions

Art by: Charlie Mackesy

i love all of you – 
the whole goddamn mess
the whole circus of drunk demons
crawling in your head

the ravenous storm
splintering your life into tinder
the skulking hyena
with its gore-speared grin

the cunning puppet master
with restless, twitching fingers
the giddy anarchist
that wants to play with matches

these are shadows
cast by greater things

I will be crucified by your passions
the agony ahead already bitter on my tongue

i can taste it
i can taste it

the God of the Gallows
gave his eye to see all – 
I give my heart
that I might feel the desolate rapture.

Charlie Mackesy

Crucifixion”
 2016, Charcoal on paper

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